NightTide

突發的阿銀短文




松陽老師啊～
雖然我上課常睡覺，可是我該記著的疑問還是存在的。



                                                                               
「人啊，有時要往前看才行。」
                                                                                



似乎是在睡夢中聽到的。
老師、往前看的好處是不會跌倒、對吧？
那時我大概會這樣問。



老師、那時你會怎麼回呢？




                                                                               
「銀時，往前看是叫你睜開眼睛。」
                                                                                



大概是這樣吧？
然後也許我會聽見假髮那傢伙舉手發問說，
「老師、難道我們就要忘記背後遺留下來的東西嗎？」
                                                                                






啊～如果我沒睡著的話，會聽見老師的回應吧？




                                                                                
                                                                                
                                             



                                   
                                                                               
「啊、阿銀、你背上的血..？！」
『嗯？』
                                                                               
                                                                               
我伸手探了、摸出一把腥紅。
色澤和濃度都很像，嗅了嗅、卻沒有以往刺鼻的氣味。
                                               



                                 
                                                                               
『放心、不是血。
  是剛剛被西瓜砸到的。』



                                                                               
我不會什麼也聞不到了吧？
從何時開始、我就已經無視背後的東西了？



                                                                                
                                                                               
哪～老師，你的回答是什麼呢？
                                                                                
                                             




                                                                              
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                               
「不是忘記。
                                                                               
  是選擇用另一種方式去面對、記憶它。」
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                               


                                                                               
                                                                               
我想我在那一天，懂了。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
---
                                                                               
剛剛背上流血時阿銀跑出來的一段。
阿銀、我叫你來是幫我寫論文不是寫這個的\□/